Hi guys!
been such a bloody long time since I've last updated this.
god, I think I'm going mad soon.
it's ffs, ffs and more ffs everyday!
im searching all over the net for them LOL
and oh, the joy of visiting!
and I think I'm going bonkers soon.
seriously.
there's this weird sensation going on...
ENLIGHTEN ME PLEASE.
I just thought of this, I've to work tomorrow TTTT
and face my ultimate nemesis.
looks like I've to get ready my pots and pans to deal with her tomorrow >:D
as the time for me to go arrives, I'll drag you along with it...
and boy does waiting pays off ^^
i realised this too, my posts are all random ramblings...

aites, got our postings early in the morning.
@ 6:28 to be precise!
okay, im pretty glad i got into a course which i wanted but...
let's not go there.
so, bs, here i come!

I've finally finished my 3-day orientation at TSS!
ok... it's not that bad!
most customers were smiley and all.

ok, that's not the point.
the point is, AMBER IS BACK.
F(X) IS HAVING THEIR COMEBACK SOON.
KRYBER IS BACK HEEHEE

Let's go to North Pole and take Biblical Studies together.

K, me being alive right here means I've survived the release of the O Level results!
It's definitely a reason to rejoice and go crazy now!
and I've really gone bonkers for the past few days deciding my fate, LOL
Poly? JC? Poly? JC?

and, after the umpteenth change of mind, I've decided.
BUSINESS STUDIES AT NP.
nobody can change my mind ever again.

can you believe it?
IM BACK TO READING FFS AGAIN HEHEHEEEHEHE
it's like relieving the feeling of being in Sec1 again.
when I would stay up late into the night reading ffs of EG!
old timers would definitely know what the heck is EG hahahahahha

Omg, it's been such a long time since i've blogged!
And wow, next week's da bomb.

i can't believe how fast time flew past, i've just been discharged of my duties from Isetan weeks ago and BAM! our results are gonna come out to strangle us next Monday.
imagine the intensifying tensionnnnnnnn.
i'm having such a hard time deciding between poly or JC now!
initially it was poly atw!
now, I've been swayed by my tuition teacher to opt for the JC route.
entering is one thing, coping with the subjects is anotherrrrr.
this is even harder than studying for the exams!
then again, poly.
which course shall i pursue?
business?
sciences?
humans?
CHOICES AGAIN.

nowadays, i feel like I've split personalities LOL
awhile this, awhile that.
what is this?!

well, the only solution i can come up with now is;
to wait for Monday to arrive and face reality.
make it or break it, like the text said.
enough said.
I'm going to watch my koalas travel around the world.
tataaaaaaa

I'm reclining in my chair now,
earphones plugged into my ears,
humming along to the tune of the new song i found,
and here i am,
finally blogging after a god-knows-how-long hiatus.

and after another god-knows-how-long break, i went back to admiralty yesterday.
the feeling was just overwhelming the moment i stepped out.
it was as if somebody who is much stronger and braver, came over and lifted me out of everything.
a wave of relief just came crashing.
when i just exited the gantry, the feeling just came.
my god, no words can describe how i felt yesterday.
i strolled through the park and the one and only path i took when i went to school every morning.
everything was just wham! great.
i went past my school, saw the security guard who couldn't recognise me.
high possibility that I've transformed to a prettier self, HEHEHEHEHE.

this got me thinking,
was it a good thing that i had moved house when i was in p6?
or would my life had been different if i hadn't?
imagine, if i hadn't move house in P6, which would certainly mean i would have attended a secondary school over there.
my life would certainly be different.
i would have still met up regularly with my primary school friends,
out for food or maybe just a chat.
cos secondary school life was somewhat ruined in some parts by you-know-who, (no, not voldemort)
however, that's life.
life has ups and downs and not a bed of roses.
just gotta learn to live life, give life and love life.
but then again,
moving ain't a bad thing!
i mean, at least if I'm stressed or whatsoever, i can seek solace when i return!
like yesterday, my mood certainly improved when i went back.

well, this trip back certainly changed my mind on a lot of things.
i went to fb just now and saw what almost made me regurgitate my breakfast, eewwwww!
well, maybe i shouldn't have moved house HAHAHAHAHA.

it's the end of secondary school life.
who cares man.
i shall concentrate more on garnering my energy for work on Monday!
A TOAST TO ALL WHO FINISHED SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!
FORGET ABOUT ALL THE UNHAPPY THINGS AND LIVE, GIVE, LOVE LIFE!
to quote James Dean, 'Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today.'
i so love this.

text/call me if you really really wanna talk to me!