I'm reclining in my chair now,
earphones plugged into my ears,
humming along to the tune of the new song i found,
and here i am,
finally blogging after a god-knows-how-long hiatus.
and after another god-knows-how-long break, i went back to admiralty yesterday.
the feeling was just overwhelming the moment i stepped out.
it was as if somebody who is much stronger and braver, came over and lifted me out of everything.
a wave of relief just came crashing.
when i just exited the gantry, the feeling just came.
my god, no words can describe how i felt yesterday.
i strolled through the park and the one and only path i took when i went to school every morning.
everything was just wham! great.
i went past my school, saw the security guard who couldn't recognise me.
high possibility that I've transformed to a prettier self, HEHEHEHEHE.
this got me thinking,
was it a good thing that i had moved house when i was in p6?
or would my life had been different if i hadn't?
imagine, if i hadn't move house in P6, which would certainly mean i would have attended a secondary school over there.
my life would certainly be different.
i would have still met up regularly with my primary school friends,
out for food or maybe just a chat.
cos secondary school life was somewhat ruined in some parts by you-know-who, (no, not voldemort)
however, that's life.
life has ups and downs and not a bed of roses.
just gotta learn to live life, give life and love life.
but then again,
moving ain't a bad thing!
i mean, at least if I'm stressed or whatsoever, i can seek solace when i return!
like yesterday, my mood certainly improved when i went back.
well, this trip back certainly changed my mind on a lot of things.
i went to fb just now and saw what almost made me regurgitate my breakfast, eewwwww!
well, maybe i shouldn't have moved house HAHAHAHAHA.
it's the end of secondary school life.
who cares man.
i shall concentrate more on garnering my energy for work on Monday!
A TOAST TO ALL WHO FINISHED SECONDARY SCHOOL LIFE!
FORGET ABOUT ALL THE UNHAPPY THINGS AND LIVE, GIVE, LOVE LIFE!
to quote James Dean, 'Dream as if you'll live forever. Live as if you'll die today.'
i so love this.